Girls night yesterday for Barbi's birthday. It was fun...a lot of dancing. No Kareoke,but at least we go to dance. I should probably sleep well tonight. I found out some more about J. I'm really sick of his lies and how they keep impacting my life. Everyone says I just need to let it go, but part of me has a hard time doing that. I dwell on things. Too much probably. I guess I need to make use of my word this year and just make peace with this. At some point something in my life will happen and it will just hit me and I realize the reason for all of these trials. I know one reason would be that my relationship with God is slipping. I found it hard to read my bible and pray when I was dealing with the J. thing. I wanted to forgive and be loving, but it was hard and still is. I'm scared to date now...to trust someone again. It's easy to just go back to what I know but I can't figure out if it's really what I want and what is best or if it's comfortable.
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